Saturday, July 31, 2004
yes im home on a saturday!! but haha nt for long!! time to goooOOOOOOOO outtt sooooNN
P.S i noe im lame
yes im home on a saturday!! but haha nt for long!! time to goooOOOOOOOO outtt sooooNN
P.S i noe im lame
Friday, July 30, 2004
Today me & Pearly met up wit Mei at her workplace in Simei. We brought dinner over and catch a show on vcd "Bring it on again" which is kind of bimbotic : ) but its quite a laugh (QUITE!!)
Den whn we left the place, we told Pearly abt some of the freaky things tat has happen at Mei's workplace. There was reported hauntings tat some of the kids at the Childcare saw & some passerbys who experience it. One instance, toilets taps turn on by itself & reflections on windows playing Peek-a-Boo...Holy SHiT!!!. Personally, i felt tat the end of the room was reali spooky : ) after wat Pearly found out abt the place, she was so afraid & she doesnt wanna be back there again...LOL!!
After hanging out wit the ladies, i met up wit my cousins at the pool hall at Pavilion. It was kind of a FOC day, coz earlier in the day, my cousin treat me & ma Brada at his western food stall den now i gt free session of pool...WooHooo~~ kind of CheapOO... but its O-K ; ) den being a good boy tat i am, i went home after tat...LOL!!
shibby~~
Thursday, July 29, 2004
Holy shit....FUCK FUCK SHIT FUCK!!! wat the fuck is wrong with me!!! i cant believe im up at this hr.. i jus like slept at 1+ & now im up!!!
GOOOOOO-NNNERRR!!!
Mental State of Mind: Unwell & Goner
I need my doctor.. no nurse where r ya!! -winkz-
ARRRRGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!
ARRRRGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!
ARRRRGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!
ARRRRGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!
Monday, July 26, 2004
Jus had my dinner!! Damn FULL!!! went to sch to climb 2day finali after 1 or 2 weeks.. its good to be feeling pumped again. now my fingers is sore, skin are peeling & blister r forming...haha kind of like tat : )
Nthin much happen 2day, except tat Wen Bin send me to pay my bill at interchange b4 heading down to sch. A BIG THANKS to Bobin!!! ohh and the STUPID Mat...knn nthin to say man...i schizo??? haha..
Yup didnt met up wit the rest today coz Mei has got class (toopid nv bring specs), Azfar got a date (gd luck to u man), Pearly got a Wakeboard Party (gd luck!) & Fhame no money (No SMOKE MACHINE!!) haha....
ok time to go!! eat my DURIANS yum yum....
Sunday, July 25, 2004
Jus got back home.. was out wit Dale, Black, White, Chey-t & Fir-E. We were playing pool at Pavilion. Now like so boring.... nothing to do at home!!!
yesterday jus had a team chalet at NTUC resort, wat team u might b tinkin?? Its a soccer team, Rowdees. well the turnout as usual was 20++. Alittle bit of history abt Rowdees:
We were formed ard 2001 wit 20 over players. We are a veri close knit bunch, we make up wit teamwork wat we lack in skill & technique. We r nt jus a grp of ppl who get together jus for soccer games, in fact most of us hang out everyday bcoz we happen to live within walkin distance of each other. Avg. age of the players is 18. We r a very young team tat has been developing together. I can tell u its been pure pleasure just hangin ard this grp of ppl.ok so tats was yesterday..
Saturday, July 24, 2004
-yawnz- sooo lazzy toodayy.....ok time to start the same old shit again, ok but i try nt to be too long winded : ) i will summarise mre. Ohh might as well in pt form....
- yesterday was a crazy day.
- the day b4 was oso a crazy day.
tats all.......haha im jus kidding..
- yesterday was a crazy day, met up wit Mazlan, Maisarah, Radhiyah, Mei, Fhame & Azfar
- was feelin abit sick and was sleepin in the car most of the time
- went exploring from cck cementery to bukit chandu to labrador park to pierce reservoir.
- some of us had some strange experiences along the way
- got into a police road block & took some pictures..haha
- went home after police check
for more details plz go to PlanetAzfar....so now onto the day b4....
- went for the movie "Ella Echanted" with Pearly
- met up wit Azfar after the movie
- was gona pick Mei up but she was SICK
- den proceed to the Runway, was gonna meet Fhame AKA MACHINE
- conceive a master plan for the operation "Friday Liberation" so poor Pearly gotta hold something -winkz- in haha....
- went home and prepare the homemade bomb...hehehehe
reach home but couldnt sleep...finali slept at 3 but woke up at 6.30 -TIRED-
Thursday, July 22, 2004
Life nowadays has been slping, waking up & meeting up with friends. The same routine happens almost everyday, im nt saying its bored but IT ROCKS!! ~shibby~ if it not for my friends, i dont know how im gona pass the remaining days of my life(No, im nt dying..jus goin to some holiday island soon)
yesterday was one of the most happening day. Azfar, Mei, Pearly & i met up & went for dinner at Changi. den after dinner, we were gona pick up Maisarah at her work place, NSRCC, Safra Resort. It took us abt 40mins - 1 hr to find the place. we were circling ard the whole of Tanah Merah area trying to find the damn place. Eventually we ended up at a Saf Yacht Club which Maisarah was suppose to be...BUT there turns out to be another Saf Yacht Club at NSRCC. U gotta give it to the poor ol' Azfar, he looks like he was gona blow up or something.
Ok... so whn we finali met up wit Maisarah, we were pondering wat we gona do..haha den we ended up playing some crazy shit game outside the gate of Airport Runway. I tink the Moment of the Day was whn some ger got 3 forfeits in a row...wahahaha she has to do a Short stewardess, Elephant dance & Terrorist act...haha den we got to leave the area whn some police crash our little fun & games ; )
It was time to go home but my day hasnt ended. Fhame called me up ard 12:20+ & asked me to go Malaysia wit him. I was like "When ?" "NOW!!!" "For wat fuck??" "Buy Cigs??" "haha anithin ah" so tat how the journey of 2 "SMOKE MACHINE" started : )
- We top up petrol b4 we cross the causeway.
- Stop at some petrol station in Malaysia & spend $25+ ringgits on Cigs & $8 ringgits on Petrol.
- Had a real close shave at Singapore Custom for "Smuggling Cigs" (haha close ah fhame)
- Went down to some 24hrs Internet Cafe at Serangoon, so tat Fhame can check some email sent by his "Chick" riteee : )
- Had Supper or Breakfast at 3+ in the morning
- Reached home at 4:30Am
Happening lah sial!!!! Along the way, we jus smoke like "Rich Fuckeerrs" Or "SMOKE MACHINE" haha
Tuesday, July 20, 2004
Alamak how to start..like so boring very time start with "Today i...." or "Yesterday we...." Oh wat the hell!!
haha so yesterday went for a "retail therapy" session with Pearly. The ger say she needs to get A bag & guess wat!! haha we ended up with 3 bags. Kind of have a sense of accomplishment after tat. So u mus be wondering how the hell 1 become 3, well its veri simple. Ok let me explain:
For those who watch American Pie 2, u shld heard of the theory of 3. Whn a ger said she dated 1 guy, u do the maths n multiply tat by 3. For the guys, u jus divide watever figures by 3. Its tat SIMPLE : ) ok so back to the story........
So we like bought this bag at the shop Tanline in Paragon.Den we went down to Heeren, walking & walking til we pass this little shop & something caught her eyes. Another BAG, so after some "deep thoughts"(wonder how long it exactly took), she was goin to get the bag until the salesperson say "Buy this bag & u can get another item at 50%" i guess this is smething which is reali hard to resist..even for me. I mean its a good offer!! buy oreadi then think later lah...haha so tats how we ended up with 3 bags. 3 bags for abt $80+.
After shopping, we decide to have smething "light" at Billy Bombers while we waited for Azfar. The portion they served there sure is BIG, reali is ALOT.. were supposed to meet Azfar for dinner but ended up watching Azfar have his dinner at Beach Rd..haha
Ok..after dinner, we were gona meet this "REALI HOT BABE", mei : ) but she was sick..so we were crusing along ECP & tinkin where to go to next(this happens all the time). Den we ended up playing pool at Parkway. Pearly sure can kick some ass at pool, ya gotta give her credit but poor Azfar was at the receiving end of all the kicking..haha tough luck dude!! anway its reali easy to disturb Pearly' s mentality ; ) haha ya so i was also kickin ass & takin names..along the way making some donation if ya noe wat i mean...so after a session of "Grueling", "Intense", "Ball Jumping" & "Vulgar" pool game, we all go home & live happily ever after.........
so tat conclude my story for yesterdaeee.....
And now for today news:
there is no news.. suckers!!
xin chee was online @ 2:53AM 20/7/2004. Rite now i jus dun feel like writing anything....TML LAH.. HAHA -TIRED- my nose cant stop running..its now in the west area, if u noe wat i mean.... -SICK-
State of Mental Health: sick, tired & dying
Monday, July 19, 2004
wat a tiring day..In the morning i was awaken by my msg tone & den i jus cant go back to slp. smemre i slpt like at 6 in the morning & i got up at 12 den I met up with pearly for late breakfast/lunch coz she complaining job BORING!! my kindness was rewarded with a plate of pasta -winkz- THANZ AH : ) After our stomach was filled, we kind of like shop ard TM coz some ppl no government 1 haha ya anyway hang ard abit till like 2.20 & she go back to work while i met up with the rest.
So on went me, dale, firb & mei for a pickup game of ultimate frisbee at Bishan Park. The field was muddy and everyone was covered with mud after the game. The most tiring part of the game is whn ur defending, coz ur doing man-marking system. Its hell running together with ur man, the most impt thing is nt to lose sight of him, period!! Well it also takes quite alot of work when ur attacking, ur haf to make alot of run b4 ur teammates eventually throw the damn disc to ya. It was a good experience and i tink we planning to go back nxt week : )
After our little game of frisbee, we went down to esplanade for Baybeats but unfortunately it was not the kind of music we expected. There we met up wit nyssa, xx, white, black, nazib, fire & fazli, hope i didnt miss anyone out. So we hang ard for awhile b4 we end the day. Now i jus hope i wont wake up in the morning feeling sore all over : )
Sunday, July 18, 2004
Err....jus got back 20 mins ago and i cant SLEEP!! nobody online tat i can chat with...SIANZ SIANZ SIANZ..
well had a boys nite out wit fhame, azfar & kamsir. We had a car washing session b4 we met up with kamsir. ya can say its a male bonding thing, i tried my best to be as "helpful" as possible(i swear). As usual, senor kam wasnt himself whn we met him coz its was late(jus 10+ onli) oreadi. It always happen to kamsir, he kind of have a late nite sickness thing goin on.
So we had a chat at the Runway AGAIN : ) the "we" here exclude kamsir Bcoz whn hes nt bz on the fone wit GF, he will go on & on "stomachache" "wan to go home" "late oreadi" haiyo... -shake head- haha hes jus so lethargic at nite... kammy...kammy
Sooo after sending senor kam home, the 3 of us had some supper b4 we go home. everyday we been doin almost the same old shit but cant seem to get sick of it. Jus hanging ard, kickin ass & takin names
Hangin' out
Down the street
The same old thing
We did last week.
Not a thing to do
But talk to you
Whoa...yeah.
Saturday, July 17, 2004
Numb
Bleeding now I'm
Crying out I'm
Falling down and I'm
Feeling nothing like
Laughing now I'm
Stopping now I'm
Reaching out and I'm
Feeling nothing
Yeah, you have created a rift within me
Now there have been several complications
That have left me feeling nothing
I might say, you were wrong to take it from me
Left me feeling nothing
Crawling now I'm
Beaten down I'm
Tortured now and I'm
Feeling nothing like
Hunting now I'm
Stalking now I'm
Reaching out and I'm
Killing nothing
I can feel you ripping and teaching
Feeding and growing inside of me
I want this, more than you know
I need this, give it back to me
Today was out "Ghost Hunting" wit mei & azfar. Yes jus the 3 of us coz some ppl bz & cindy gotta go back early -winkz-
yeah so the journey started frm old tampines road but the road was well-lit & we didnt c anithin strange den we proceed to the standalone house in punggol. The house was the onli building in the area of punggol mrt hence the name standalone house...like DUH!! : ) well me & azfar tried taking pictures of tat place but cant get a clear shot, it was too dark and the distance too far. The place was kind of inaccessible unless ya wanna get muddy which we didnt planned to do.
after abt 20 mins, we moved on to Hillview mansion. We were circling ard the area b4 we manage to find the place after some directions. Well the place got this eerie atmosphere surrounding it, the place has plenty of trees & the fences was covered wit barbed wires. It was designed to keep ppl out for some reason which we didnt climb in & find out mayb next time : )
so the final destination, we went to CCK cemetery. Azfar was driving in & out of chinese, malay & hindu cemetery. he was even lost in one of the malay cemetery but luckily for us, he found the way out -phew- well out of all the cemetery, we found the hindu cemetery the spookiest one. The trees along the road in was scary.
after our little adventure, we met up wit fhame at the turf club. haha big ol' fhame was feeling so afraid in the car, he call & msg us to hurry up!! haha fhame fhame..he say the place was spooky whn the fact is there was a security guard jus 50m away frm him. LOL
this time i hop into fhame car and we decided to go "TOO FAST TOO FURIOUS" (as if) we were racing this Porsche which couldnt care less abt our existence..haha zooming away leavin us to catch its taillights & blurry car plate. Oh WTH!!
so we like sent mei back & i had to walk her up...coz she SCARED!! haha den the azfar, fhame & me chat til like 4am at the runway. It was a great day, jus tat i have to try to wake up later for YMCA soccer.......-sighz-
Friday, July 16, 2004
3 days has passed jus like tat man...gosh i cant believe it before i know it, i will b in P.Tekong soon. Having a 7 weeks "holiday resort" if ya know wat i mean : )
Note to self: need to do something abt my life soon.
Anyway wednesday soccer can be described in like one word "TIRED". I didnt ate anything for the whole day so my stomach was makin reali 'nice' music all the time. smemre i haf to handle the grade 3 kids, luckliy most of them understand some english. so i still managed to handle them altot i was barely doin a good job. I tried my best..smemre i didnt bring my whistle : )
So today i like caught a movie with pearly & xuan(Oh gurlfrenz do rember wednesday is pink day), "Mean Girls" haha the show was hilarious in a sick way, its kind of a inside to the ger eat ger world, if ya get my meaning. BIMBOS BIMBOS & jus BIMBOS, its nt a show u wan to bring ur young precious ones to especialli ur little gers :) if ya like meat & more meat, this show is a 5 star recommendation :) the gers are so HOT lindsay lohan!!!!
pardon me i dont usuali behave this way ; )
now i jus dun feel like goin on wat happen after the show...ME SOOO HUNGRRYY : ) im a "growing" boy.
Sunday, July 11, 2004
Sunday is supposed to be happy but recently i jus cant feel anithin. NUMB, my heart's been frostbite. Nthing seems to be workin out at the moment. I cant sleep well, cant eat well & i jus dun feel well. What the HELL is happening to me, never been so emotional for a long time. I reali need a break from this life, all i want at the moment is escape to some place. Im on holiday but i NEED a HOLIDAY!!!
3 mths of shelf life left & im tryin to cherish every secs, hrs, days, mths before i expired. I need to look for something i can look forward to everyday. Rite now, its jus screwed up BORED. I haf been using this word "BORED" excessively, i think its starting to lose the meaning. I gotta check the dictionary for a new word!!! oh HELL
2day happens to be my grandma bday. Its good to c tat shes still healthy n well at the age of 68. I noe i haf been a unfilial boy, always nt visiting my grandma & great grandma. Hell i got no excuse for myself but im jus glad tat they still ard. Goin over their place always bring back memories of the time im still in diapers. haha i haf grown alot since den, its good to be back at the place where i grew up for 12 yrs. well had a bday cake for my grandma & went for dinnner but sadly i jus dun haf appetite to eat much. Im down with the sickness. Time to go in my corner & self pity.........
I Miss You
To see you when I wake up, is a gift I didn't think could be real
To know that you feel the same, as I do, is a Three-fold utopian dream
You do something to me
That I can't explain
So would I be out of line, If I said
I miss you.
I see your picture, I smell your skin on, the empty pillow next to mine
You have only been gone ten days, but already I am wasting away
I know I'll see you again
Whether far or soon
But I need you to know, that I care
And I miss you
Mental state: Bored & Sick(SICK OF ALL THESE SHIT)
Its a saturday but im home so early. cant believe im gona end a weekend like this!!! Life is so meaningless for me at the moment. Friends are in sch, some in a nearby island(Tekong Resort) sweating it out and even my gf dun haf much time for me -SIGHZ-. I feel so bored & lonely..waking up to a empty hse, nthing to accompany me but a LAZI dog. Slack my day in front of the computer, jus waste my life away..... i cant live this way, i need to do something abt my life (still figuring out wat) -SIGHZ-
Anyway was at kallang river 2day to support pearly for her debut in a wakeboard competition. Altot wasnt able to catch her in prelims but she made it into the finals..WOOHOOO u ROCK ger!! well from wat i seen 2day, wakeboarding doesnt look tat easy so watever the result, u shld feel proud of urself -winkz- but anyway gd luck and i hope u make it into TOP 3 :) well time to go & try to entertain myself -SIANZ-
Saturday, July 10, 2004
Mental State: Numb
-Sighz- almost time to work, gona be working for my dad somewhere ard Boat Quay area. I'm goin to shift some Mercedes & portable toilet. Oh wat the hell!!! jus hope im gona get pay for it. -keeping my finger crossed-
Anyway, had a great day today. Met up with pearly in the afternoon, was planning to catch Mean Girls but we met up wit azfar. So we went to Siglap Starbucks(bcoz of some special reason!! aite azfar) to chill after P's meeting. Then something reali N-I-C-E happen to pearly, her hp COCK UP while receivin some mp3 from my fone via Bluetooth. HAHA NOKIA is the best huh, dun everybody agrees?? ya rite...
After Starbucks, went over to Turf City for Azfar's KIA car club meetup. Seriously, azfar its freakin BORING, dun mind me but i bet P feel the same. we jus couldnt understand ppl talkin for a few hrs abt CARS!! Before we end the day, azfar gotta go Beach Rd and pack some foods.(Family MAN)
aite!! its been a REAL GOOOD day but time to move my ASS
Thursday, July 08, 2004
Almost spend the whole day at YMCA jus now. Was tryin to catch some sleep over there but jus cant fall aslp. My lunch was provided by Mr. Sung(a big thanz to him), after lunch went to the gym for a short workout before heading off for the Jap Soccer Programme. At Bishan field again, the most dreaded place to be. "Reason: The toilet is located in the dump and the smell: FUUUYOOOOO, u nv wanna find out. Met up wit Teoy along wit fabby for dinner at Cartel. Had my fill man, there after we went to play pool. so now before i lights off, jus a little quote i got frm my fren, shawn(a lady) i wanna share wit everybody. Hope yall like it :)
"Sometimes our light goes out but is blown into flame by another human being. Each of us owes deepest thanks to those who have rekindled this light" - Albert Schweitzer
Wednesday, July 07, 2004
orite smethin to share with everybody. This band is called Story of the Year, go check them out. This is one of my fav. song, jus how im feelin at the moment :)
Anthem Of Our Dying Day
The stars will cry
The blackest tears tonight
And this is the moment that I live for
I can smell the ocean air
And here I am
Pouring my heart onto these rooftops
Just a ghost to the world
That's exactly
Exactly what I need
From up here the city lights burn
Like a thousand miles of fire
And I'm here to sing this anthem
Of our dying day
For a second I wish the tide
Would swallow every inch of this city
As you gasp for air tonight
I'd scream this song right in your face
If you were hear
I swear I wont miss a beat
Cause I never
Never have before
From up here the city lights burn
Like a thousand miles of fire
And I'm here to sing this anthem
Of our dying day
Of our dying day
Of our dying day
Of our dying!!!
For a second I wish the tide
Would swallow every inch of this city
And you gasp for air tonight!!
From up here the city lights burn
Like a thousand miles of fire
And I'm here to sing this anthem
Of our dying day
From up here the city lights burn
Like a thousand miles of fire
And I'm here to sing this anthem
Of our dying day
From up here the city lights burn
Like a thousand miles of fire
And I'm here to sing this anthem
Of our dying day
Our dying day
Of our dying!!!
Mental State: Brain Dead
Technically, i was on this damn place since Dec'03 but hell it sure took me long enough to eventually WRITE something. I'm not sure what I'm gona bitch abt rite now, I jus cant think straight at the moment.
updates on current status
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I'm finished with my tertiary education (FINALLY but im gona miss sch life)
Awaiting for National Service 20'Oct (God Damnit)
Freaking BORED!!! (that's y i'm here..like DUH!!)
DOWN & OUT (too many things goin thru my mind at the moment, i need time to gather my feelings)
Hai....time to hit the blanket