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Saturday, October 08, 2005

i had only wanted the 2 of us on this ride.
then unwillingly 1 more hopped on.
then the next 1 got on knowingly.
never did i intend for 4 to be onboard.
its this 2 persons caught in between us, making us distance.
i had remove the one next to me, but somehow shadow didnt shift.
clinging on desperately, i accept that half a person beside u.
i thought i could do it, i had hope i could, but its never easy.
slowly, that half a person seems to fade away slowly.
but that shadow cause a rift between us.
i shrug it off but it jus wont go.
then i realise its ur shadow, its starting to cloud what we see.
u been holding on to it, i wish u could let it go.
only when u do, then mayb this trip will be jus the 2 of us.
theres only room for the 2 of us.


theres a glitch in the system. hours ago, i passed by the same path, played with the 4 lil kittens with my prinzess. that was one of the sweetests moment we shared.

just hrs later, i walk by the same lonesome path, alone. my heart bruised & tattered. there on the pavement lay the same 4 kittens. im feeling......

as of today, 4 months....