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Tuesday, February 21, 2006
All Time Love - Will Young "'Till an all time love..'Cos nothing else is good enough..I want an all time love to find me"
me, i have my flaws and that justs me. a hothead when i lost myself. you, you are an imperfect prinzess of perfection. that just you.
i had only wanted to put all our imperfection together and be perfect together. would you call me a perfectionist? forming a perfect heart with pebbles of inconsistences. is there a perfect love?
now i'm just a imperfect being without you. im waiting for you to complete my imperfection once again.
Thursday, February 16, 2006
You Were Meant For Me - Jewel "I'm half alive but I feel mostly dead..I, I try and tell myself it'll be all right..I just shouldn't think anymore tonight 'cause..Dreams last so long, even after you're gone..I know, that you love me and soon you will see..You were meant for me and I was meant for you" i went by some places today. places that had trigger memories of u. why do u still have an effect on me? i cant really tell, guess somehow somewhere u still resides in me. Bendemeer sec, Adam Coffeeshop, Yassin restaurant, Sim Lim Tower, the bazaar you bought your oh so flowery pants. good memories, happy memories but it just leaves an ache in your heart.
geez......
Wednesday, February 15, 2006
Try Our Love Again - Brian Mcknight " So thats why, you're the woman i should be with..Thats why, miss u more than a little bit..Thats why, think i have had enough of this..Why dont we try our love again?"
Now that i had u in my life before, i really dun wish to carry on without u. i dont noe why suddenly it feels like this but it hurts me more den ever. u dont noe how much this is killing me, how much this hurts. someone far far away has your heart. someone from a long long time ago still in your heart. me? i dont noe what do i have of u. all i have got now is a heart shattered in a million pieces. a heart full of regrets. why cant i just have what i need?
Tuesday, February 14, 2006
Wherever You Will Go - The Calling "If a great wave shall fall and fall upon us all..Then I hope there's someone out there..Who can bring me back to you"
its like so depressing, nothing u do seems to have any effect. you try so hard and get so far but in the end it doesnt really matter!!
i just feels so empty, i dont know why. its as if Valentine's Day amplify the loneliness. its so fucking depressing to be single sometimes. yes i love whatever freedom there is but dont u just wish someone to hold close to.
hai....yet another day spent in my own company.
anyway below is a nice peom "I Carry Your Heart" by e.e. cummings. enjoy :)
i carry your heart with me (i carry it in my heart) i am never without it (anywhere i go you go,my dear; and whatever is done by only me is your doing,my darling) i fear no fate (for you are my fate,my sweet) i want no world (for beautiful you are my world,my true) and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant and whatever a sun will always sing is you
here is the deepest secret nobody knows (here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud and the sky of the sky of a tree called life;which grows higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide) and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart
i carry your heart (i carry it in my heart)
Thursday, February 09, 2006
Standing Still - Jewel "Do you want me, like I want you?..Or am I standing still, beneath the darkened sky?..Or am I standing still, with the scenery flying by?..Or am I standing still, out of the corner of my eye?..Was that you passing me by?"
yesterday would have been our 8th months together. Dont u just wonder sometimes what we would have been? where we could be now? i guess its just natural to think of the "what if" and "what would". i would never trade what we have for anything in the world but i would give everything just to be holding you once more.
how do you answer an equation with so many variables? the only constant i know is my love for you. so many question in the head u need an answer to!
time will tell the story, lets continue our story together....you and me
somehow i still gets butterflies in my stomach waiting for your msg. i wish u would ask me out sometimes, i wish we could see each other everyday like we used to. i wana spend everyday of my time with you.
thank you for letting me be there that nite, im glad that u cheer up. i really hate to see u sad. i just wish the time will freeze when we together. i jus wanna stroke your hair and caress your face as u sleep in my arms.
i had wish u would walk me to the door that morning and give me a goodbye kiss. i really hope we can go back to how we used to be. can i show u my love again. i need u everyday of my life.
i will learn my place soon.
Saturday, February 04, 2006
Over Her - Backstreet Boys "You know I been trying to figure out..Just what's going on..Am I over her?..I been doing a lot of thinking lately..Am I over her?..And I'm really missing you"
how do u tell the person how much u loved her? love is only but a word, how do u let her feel the depth of your heart, see how much it really meant to u.
i loved u with everything i've got and i dunno how best to show it, i wish theres a word, a chart i can draw but i thought my actions shows. i dunno.. mayb it didnt but now this lil piece, its all we had left.
i dont wanna throw it into the sea. i'll die to make it grow again, even find back the other broken pieces, whatever it takes. even if it cant be glued back, i'll still try.. as imperfect it will be its still perfect in my eyes.
all, all i ever wish for is u n thats what i wish for the night my star fell from the sky. i jus dont want to wake up this way in my dream and i really hope it dont change anything. can we jus preserve what's left of us, lets not let anything come between us.
its all i got left, i already lose u and i dont wanna lose everything now. just when things getting better for us, let's not abandon this ship. lets treasure what we've got left, thats all im asking, jiaying.
Friday, February 03, 2006
The Night The Lights Went Out - The Ataris "If I could have one wish tonight..I'd wish upon a satellite..To bring me back to you..We spend our whole lives searching for..All the things we think we want..And never really knowing what we have"
i had a wonderful night yesterday, something which i hadnt experience for awhile now. i was happy, i was carefree and i feels so good somehow. to have u by my side again, i wish you didnt have to sleep, feels like there just so many things i wanna said. if i could, i stay up all night just to see ur sleeping face, caress ur hair, gaze at ur face and whisper into ur ears. the face of an angel just takes all the pain and worries away. it heals my soul.
my nights has been unusually long without you and to have u by my side for one night, i thank the heaven, it bring me peace just to be able to share the space with you. i wonder if the chance would come again. i guess i can only pray.
lying on the other side i just couldnt help but the feelings flow right back, i think, i reminisce , all the time we shared and the memories we create. it brings pain and joy to my heart, somehow to know your there but i cld never have u now. shld i fight the feeling or fight for myself, my happiness. i truly dun have the answer. for once, you left me breathless again, like u always do.
i miss ya.
Wednesday, February 01, 2006
The results of your analysis say:
You plan ahead, and are interested in beauty, design, outward appearance, and symmetry. You are a person who thinks before acting, intelligent and thorough. You are affectionate, passionate, expressive, and future-oriented. You are a talkative person, maybe even a busybody! You enjoy life in your own way and do not depend on the opinions of others.
All Time Love - Will Young "'Till an all time love..'Cos nothing else is good enough..I want an all time love to find me"
me, i have my flaws and that justs me. a hothead when i lost myself. you, you are an imperfect prinzess of perfection. that just you.
i had only wanted to put all our imperfection together and be perfect together. would you call me a perfectionist? forming a perfect heart with pebbles of inconsistences. is there a perfect love?
now i'm just a imperfect being without you. im waiting for you to complete my imperfection once again.
Thursday, February 16, 2006
You Were Meant For Me - Jewel "I'm half alive but I feel mostly dead..I, I try and tell myself it'll be all right..I just shouldn't think anymore tonight 'cause..Dreams last so long, even after you're gone..I know, that you love me and soon you will see..You were meant for me and I was meant for you" i went by some places today. places that had trigger memories of u. why do u still have an effect on me? i cant really tell, guess somehow somewhere u still resides in me. Bendemeer sec, Adam Coffeeshop, Yassin restaurant, Sim Lim Tower, the bazaar you bought your oh so flowery pants. good memories, happy memories but it just leaves an ache in your heart.
geez......
Wednesday, February 15, 2006
Try Our Love Again - Brian Mcknight " So thats why, you're the woman i should be with..Thats why, miss u more than a little bit..Thats why, think i have had enough of this..Why dont we try our love again?"
Now that i had u in my life before, i really dun wish to carry on without u. i dont noe why suddenly it feels like this but it hurts me more den ever. u dont noe how much this is killing me, how much this hurts. someone far far away has your heart. someone from a long long time ago still in your heart. me? i dont noe what do i have of u. all i have got now is a heart shattered in a million pieces. a heart full of regrets. why cant i just have what i need?
Tuesday, February 14, 2006
Wherever You Will Go - The Calling "If a great wave shall fall and fall upon us all..Then I hope there's someone out there..Who can bring me back to you"
its like so depressing, nothing u do seems to have any effect. you try so hard and get so far but in the end it doesnt really matter!!
i just feels so empty, i dont know why. its as if Valentine's Day amplify the loneliness. its so fucking depressing to be single sometimes. yes i love whatever freedom there is but dont u just wish someone to hold close to.
hai....yet another day spent in my own company.
anyway below is a nice peom "I Carry Your Heart" by e.e. cummings. enjoy :)
i carry your heart with me (i carry it in my heart) i am never without it (anywhere i go you go,my dear; and whatever is done by only me is your doing,my darling) i fear no fate (for you are my fate,my sweet) i want no world (for beautiful you are my world,my true) and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant and whatever a sun will always sing is you
here is the deepest secret nobody knows (here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud and the sky of the sky of a tree called life;which grows higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide) and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart
i carry your heart (i carry it in my heart)
Thursday, February 09, 2006
Standing Still - Jewel "Do you want me, like I want you?..Or am I standing still, beneath the darkened sky?..Or am I standing still, with the scenery flying by?..Or am I standing still, out of the corner of my eye?..Was that you passing me by?"
yesterday would have been our 8th months together. Dont u just wonder sometimes what we would have been? where we could be now? i guess its just natural to think of the "what if" and "what would". i would never trade what we have for anything in the world but i would give everything just to be holding you once more.
how do you answer an equation with so many variables? the only constant i know is my love for you. so many question in the head u need an answer to!
time will tell the story, lets continue our story together....you and me
somehow i still gets butterflies in my stomach waiting for your msg. i wish u would ask me out sometimes, i wish we could see each other everyday like we used to. i wana spend everyday of my time with you.
thank you for letting me be there that nite, im glad that u cheer up. i really hate to see u sad. i just wish the time will freeze when we together. i jus wanna stroke your hair and caress your face as u sleep in my arms.
i had wish u would walk me to the door that morning and give me a goodbye kiss. i really hope we can go back to how we used to be. can i show u my love again. i need u everyday of my life.
i will learn my place soon.
Saturday, February 04, 2006
Over Her - Backstreet Boys "You know I been trying to figure out..Just what's going on..Am I over her?..I been doing a lot of thinking lately..Am I over her?..And I'm really missing you"
how do u tell the person how much u loved her? love is only but a word, how do u let her feel the depth of your heart, see how much it really meant to u.
i loved u with everything i've got and i dunno how best to show it, i wish theres a word, a chart i can draw but i thought my actions shows. i dunno.. mayb it didnt but now this lil piece, its all we had left.
i dont wanna throw it into the sea. i'll die to make it grow again, even find back the other broken pieces, whatever it takes. even if it cant be glued back, i'll still try.. as imperfect it will be its still perfect in my eyes.
all, all i ever wish for is u n thats what i wish for the night my star fell from the sky. i jus dont want to wake up this way in my dream and i really hope it dont change anything. can we jus preserve what's left of us, lets not let anything come between us.
its all i got left, i already lose u and i dont wanna lose everything now. just when things getting better for us, let's not abandon this ship. lets treasure what we've got left, thats all im asking, jiaying.
Friday, February 03, 2006
The Night The Lights Went Out - The Ataris "If I could have one wish tonight..I'd wish upon a satellite..To bring me back to you..We spend our whole lives searching for..All the things we think we want..And never really knowing what we have"
i had a wonderful night yesterday, something which i hadnt experience for awhile now. i was happy, i was carefree and i feels so good somehow. to have u by my side again, i wish you didnt have to sleep, feels like there just so many things i wanna said. if i could, i stay up all night just to see ur sleeping face, caress ur hair, gaze at ur face and whisper into ur ears. the face of an angel just takes all the pain and worries away. it heals my soul.
my nights has been unusually long without you and to have u by my side for one night, i thank the heaven, it bring me peace just to be able to share the space with you. i wonder if the chance would come again. i guess i can only pray.
lying on the other side i just couldnt help but the feelings flow right back, i think, i reminisce , all the time we shared and the memories we create. it brings pain and joy to my heart, somehow to know your there but i cld never have u now. shld i fight the feeling or fight for myself, my happiness. i truly dun have the answer. for once, you left me breathless again, like u always do.
i miss ya.
Wednesday, February 01, 2006
The results of your analysis say:
You plan ahead, and are interested in beauty, design, outward appearance, and symmetry. You are a person who thinks before acting, intelligent and thorough. You are affectionate, passionate, expressive, and future-oriented. You are a talkative person, maybe even a busybody! You enjoy life in your own way and do not depend on the opinions of others.
