somedays its,

"A hundred days had made me older since the last time that I saw your pretty face
A thousand lights had made me colder and I don’t think I can look at this the same
But all the miles had separate
They disappeared now when I’m dreaming of your face

I’m here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I’m here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight it’s only you and me

The miles just keep rolling as the people either way to say hello
I hear this life is overrated but I hope it gets better as we go

I’m here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I’m here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl it’s only you and me

Everything I know, and anywhere I go
it gets hard but it won’t take away my love
And when the last one falls, when it’s all said and done
it get hard but it won’t take away my love

I’m here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I’m here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl it’s only you and me

I’m here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I’m here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams
but tonight girl it’s only you and me"

other days its,

"It’s amazing
How you make your face just like a wall
How you take your heart and turn it off
How I turn my head and lose it all

It’s unnerving
How just one move puts me by myself
There you go just trusting someone else
Now I know I put us both through hell

I’m not saying there wasn’t nothing wrong
I just didn’t think you’d ever get tired of me
I’m now saying we ever had the right to hold on
I just didn’t wanna let it get away from me

But if that’s how it’s gonna leave
Straight out from underneath
Then we’ll see who’s sorry now
If that’s how it’s gonna stand, when
You know you’ve been depending on
The one you’re leaving now
The one you’re leaving out

It’s aggravating
How you threw me on and you tore me out
How your good intentions turn to doubt
The way you needed time to sort it out

I’m not saying there wasn’t nothing wrong
I just didn’t think you’d ever get tired of me
I’m now saying we ever had the right to hold on
I just didn’t wanna let it get away from me

But if that’s how it’s gonna leave
Straight out from underneath
Then we’ll see who’s sorry now
If that’s how it’s gonna stand, when
You know you’ve been depending on
The one you’re leaving now
The one you’re leaving out

The one you’re leaving now
The one you’re leaving out

I’m not saying there wasn’t nothing wrong
I just didn’t think you’d ever get tired of me

But if that’s how it’s gonna leave
Straight out from underneath
Then we’ll see who’s sorry now
If that’s how it’s gonna stand, when
You know you’ve been depending on
The one you’re leaving now
The one you’re leaving out

Tell me is that how it’s going to end
When you know you’ve been depending on
The one you’re leaving now
And the one you’re leaving out

The one you’re leaving now
The one you’re leaving out"

Yes i still miss you...

i cant sleep, i still feel the loss..
i was confused the last few days, wondering what was indeed bothering me inside..
the one that got away or the one true friend i had lost..
so its seems that im missing fhame..

its been a year...
i still feel the pain of the loss..
brudder brudder whereever u are now, u noe we all miss u..
i ponder the day i will meet u once again..
this time round, u can show me, azfar and mazlan ard ur new home..
heres to u my friend, fhame
do know that i love u like a brother..
i still do...
u been forever remembered by me..

my life this week:

well well a year passed like a flash, if u sit down and reminisce the past year. yes today marks the one year anniversary of fhame's passing. the friendship and companionship we had shared, it will never be forgotten, til this day i still miss the big man alot. ask mazlan and azfar, im sure all of us still misses him. we love him like a bro.

my life was never the same without him, what happenend last year had the biggest impact in my life. my heart still goes to his family and everyone who we are somehow connected thru the big man. there are those days when i wish hes still ard for a chillout session at simpang. all the simple yet sweet memories, everytime me and azfar hang out at simpang, i still think of him.

i noe im guilty of this but lets nt take anyone in our life for granted. you will only realise how much it hurts when its gone.

to be continued...

Brother
Azfar
Gina