dear friends & family, we are gathered here today to say our last goodbye to fie & my classmates yijie, blithe & leonard on their journey to serving the nation & becoming a 'man'. wish em all the best & take care. dun chao keng here & there...haha i shall be joinin u all real sooon : ) & sport the same ol hair cut....

i having lesser & lesser ppl to hang out but i hold on until my time comes. 20 days time....NOOOOOOOO.....

shibby~~

"I don't know why I'm doing this.
I don't see what's so unfixable.
But It's getting harder all the time
To deal
To breathe

This pain in my arm is so much easier
I can't take it in my heart anymore.
I need the scars to remind myself
that I need you.
I need you."
~~ i need you; dashboard confessional

lil mushroom of the sea..care for some?? we found nemo!!


pearly me & xuan tryin to brighten up the dark tunnel of underwater world with our smile


BIG FISH..curry fish head anybody? nice crib dun ya tink


weedy seadragon

Your Icecream Flavour is... French Vanilla!

You're a smooth and silky suave type! You exude class and you believe in tradition. A classical taste who doesn't like things to be too flashy or showy. Climb the Eiffel tower of taste with a spoonfull of you! Oui Oui!

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"As I go, remember all the simple things you know,
My mind is just a crutch and I still hope, that you will miss me when
I'm gone
This is the last song"
~~ The Last Song, All American Rejects

YAK!! its a splendid day today!! mighty fine i wld say... my day started wit drivin lesson in the morning...haha it was damn cock up, dont wanna tok abt tat

so let me start with the trip to sentosa, yeah went to the sunny island with pearly & xuan. ohh but b4 tat we had lunch at sakae sushi & eat wat else but sushi!! haha... so once we were mentally & physically satisfied, the plan was to visit dolphin lagoon & underwater world & the ticket cover admission for both..yak!! the dolphin performance was cool, its the only one of its kind in singapore. ohh n if ya lucky u might even get to touch one of those adorable pink dolphins..haha after the performance, we went over to underwater world, this my 2nd time there & the last was a long long time ago. so wat we did down there...basicalli took a hell lotsa of pic, all thanks to our child model, pearly haha it kind of feel like bring a lil ger out anyway...yeah so we spent like hrs in there & took a endless amount of pics, ok mayb im exaggerating bt its 91 pics altogether..hehe so after a day of "photo shoot" we r hungry again. so we head back home & ate KFC at east pt..we parted after we send lil missy back but hell my days has just started!!

i went to starbucks & meet up with the EVIL TWINS fie & fib..had a couple of drinks there & tok cock..as usual the same thing, lepak lepak & ROC haha but they all kental!! they wan to go back early so poor me bo bian had to head home...as i was walkin home, i bump into qing an, meng & dick, they asked me to tag along to play soccer with em...so i obliged but i went home to keep my stuff 1st....i joined em rite away after i left my bag at home..so played for abt an hr den i decide to go home...TIRED!!! den here im, home to transfer the pics i took today onto my comp & uploadin em onto yahoo...gona b done soon...peace out!! if onli everyday is spent like tat....everything will b sweeeeta!!

SHIBBBYY!!!

yea...jus got back from a movie in town, the show "white chick" is damn freakin hilarious, im nt gona go into details abt it, so go CATCH it ppl...if ya wanna haf a good laugh, i had mine but rite now some tots jus keep creepin into my head....tots tat shldnt be bothering me anymre, jus seems to be coming back...few mths back, everythin was great but things changes veri FAST but im ok wit wats happening at the moment jus tat things cld have be sweeter, i reckon.........

well mayb its jus the time of the day again, guess i be fine in the morning (hopefully). most ppl get the impression tat im a happy person but tats jus the surface tat they see. theres more than meets the eye, all the happy joker thing skims the surface, wats lurkin within puzzle me. i guess i can attribute tat to the 2 minds i have in me...which are constantly tryin to take control of each other...but anyway who cares?? i do or i dont, i cant decide, 1 thing for sure im pretty indecisive whn it comes to certain things in life, tink im jus plain fickle...fickle fickle & full of shit

arghhh, dont noe wat to blog anymre, mayb smethins r jus betta left unsaid or nt yet said...hmmzz

to be continued....... i tink

"matters of the heart, can only be resolve by the heart"

i miss ya

"I remember waiting
For you to come
Remember waiting
For you to call
Remember waiting there to find nothing at all"
~the saddest song, Ataris

here i m sitting in front of my computer in the middle of a tuesday afternoon. i wont haf this luxury in abt a mth time to come.. yes in roughly 30 days it will be my turn to report to P.Tekong for my BMT : ) well a part of me cant wait to get in there & quickly get over & done wit wateva they gona throw at me, anyway im Pes C (hai....) so wat can they do to me. yeah so the other half is reluctant, this slackin & carefree life can be boring at times but hey im a FREE man.. tats most impt!! im nt gona go abt this shit animre, whn the time comes, it comes..haha i jus c every1 again after my confinement

now on a lighter note, MAN U jus kicked some scouser ASS... haha yeah finali we catch glimpse of the old united on the field but definitely theres still room for improvement. i jus cant help but be mesmerize by C.Ronaldo, he reali show hes in a class of his own with his array of tricks. he run amok the liverpool defence for the whole nite & giggs nt to be outdone did the same too. liverpool was shred to pieces frm the wings, which was a clever play frm Sir Alex since he didnt want liverpool to dominate in the center of the pitch. With the likes of Xabi Alonso & Steven Gerrard, they cld haf beat any team on their day but yesterday wasnt theirs : )

to silvestre even tot he scored a brace, i still tink he is a liability at the back. u jus gotta pull ur sock UP!!! god damnit!! Sir Alex was testing O'shea out at centre midfield but i tink to accommodate rooney & smith they can play keane in holding mid, schole ronaldo n rooney in centre & ruud pair up wit smith up front!!

ruud smith

ronaldo scholes rooney
keane

orite im out, time to eat den sleep!! haha

im dying frm a overdosage of boredom!! need a new life!! selling mine at $10 any takers??
To: u, thanks i can c clearly now : )

Hands Down
Breathe in for luck,
breathe in so deep,
this air is blessed,
you share with me.
This night is wild,
so calm and dull,
these hearts they race,
from self control.
Your legs are smooth,
as they graze mine,
we're doing fine,
we're doing nothing at all.

My hopes are so high,
that your kiss might kill me.
So won't you kill me,
so I die happy.
My heart is yours to fill or burst,
to break or bury,
or wear as jewelery,
which ever you prefer.

The words are hushed lets not get busted;
just lay entwined here, undiscovered.
Safe in here from all the stupid questions.
"hey did you get some?"
Man, that is so dumb.
Stay quiet, stay near, stay close they can't hear...
so we can get some.

My hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me.
So won't you kill me, so I die happy.
My heart is yours to fill or burst,
to break or bury, or wear as jewelery,
which ever you prefer.

Hands down this is the best day I can ever remember,
I'll always remember the sound of the stereo,
the dim of the soft lights,
the scent of your hair that you twirled in your fingers
and the time on the clock when we realized it's so late
and this walk that we shared together.
The streets were wet
and the gate was locked so I jumped it,
and I let you in.
And you stood at your door with your hands on my waist
and you kissed me like you meant it.
And I knew that you meant it,
that you meant it,
that you meant it,
and I knew,
that you meant it,
that you meant it.

The Best Deceptions
I heard about your trip.
I heard about your souvenirs.
I heard about the cool breeze, in the cool nights,
and the cool guys that you spent them with.
Well I guess I should have heard of them from you.
I guess I should have heard of them from you.

Don't you see, don't you see,
that the charade is over?
And all the "Best Deceptions" and "Clever Cover Story" awards go to you.
So kiss me hard
'cause this will be the last time that I let you.
You will be back someday
and this awkward kiss that screams of other people's lips will be of service
to keeping you away.

I heard about your regrets.
I heard that you were feeling sorry.
I heard from someone that you wish you could set things right between us.
Well I guess I should have heard of them from you.
I guess I should have heard of them from you.

I'm waiting for blood to flow to my fingers,
I'll be all right when my hands get warm.Ignoring the phone,
I'd rather say nothing. I'd rather you'd never heard my voice.
You're calling too late
too late to be gracious you do not warrant long goodbyes.

ARGHHH my day jus barely started & it oreadi starts to stink!! ARGHHH make me wake early & keep anticipating & as usual the same SHIT happens................................ now i cant even get back to slp coz the bloody construction at carpark & the renovation below my unit has STARTED!!!! FUCK LAH!!!

thanz to my "friend" now im gona hang ard n rot til 4++!!!!! arghhhhhhh its nt the 1st time oreadi lah!!! nxt time plz dun give me false hope!!! NOW WAT THE FUCK AM I GONA DO!!!!! CB LAH STOP THE FUCKIN CONSTRUCTION MUTHAFUCKER!!!!!!

The Terminal is one good & funny show!! 5* caught it wit dale, black, xiu & fie..it was a last min call up by em. i jus got up frm bed den they call & ask wan go East Coast nt?? haha den we ended up catching a movie, they wanted to watch Harold & Kumar but sorry senor here watched it oreadi...so tot we watch Dodgeball instead but tak jadi bcoz nt OUT yet... : ( so in the end we watch Terminal, actuali i kind of reluctant to watch that show but den it turns out GREAT!!

the show keeps u anticipating wat Tom Hanks character gona do while waiting in the International Lounge!! no spoilers here, watch it urself hehe. b4 the movie, we fill our stomach at KFC...AGAIN haha tats the 3rd time in a week!! anyway we had to rush our dinner coz we onli got like 30mins b4 the shows starts. after wayang, we chill out at coffee bean for some splendid hot choco, if ya noe wat i mean : ) hang ard talkin abt last yr malaysia trip den we all go home. thanz black for the ride back..it was a blast thanz for makin my day guys!!

chee:: 37 days & counting
fie:: 17 days & counting

*yawnz* i jus got up frm my lil nap but im still feelin so tired...i cant stop yawning... yesterday was a pretty goood day. The Climb On Singapore competition was held at Palawan Beach, Sentosa & after a long absence frm competition, i joined : ) bcoz no ISOLATION.

ISOLATION is such a bitch, i mean u reg & report oreadi, u still gotta wait & in most case they go by alphabetical order which means i will be the last few ppl to climb......waiting in isolation for 3 or 4 hrs jus sucks up all my energy & i lose my mood....

Climb On Singapore has a more open format, everybody queuing up for 30 routes but bcoz they was tons of ppl, sometimes i jus give up waiting!!! KNN wait & wait & wait den u do the hard route u fall..BYE BYE..back to the queue -_-" well im proud to say i climb well yesterday, did some hard routes n stick it, well compare to all my previous outing..i feel i didnt do any wrong in my performance except i jus hate queuing up, like ppl buy 4D lah sial!!!! anyway i haf to thanks all the good climbers tat make me push my standard namely bobin, white, ilyas, chey-t & all the veri merrily TP climbers!! YAKK!!!

well enuff of the competition, after comp me n bobin drop by Seals Sports Pte Ltd. haha was there for the instructor gathering, they wan to close the gap btw camp instructor & the elements spec but onli me & bobin manage to make it due to another chalet i have to attend while the rest of the climbers was PARRTYING at sentosa!!! damnit wish i cld split myself up & be a multiple location..hmmm anyway the bbq food was nt bad & as usual the instructor all veri high!! OCCUPATION HAZARD!! i was stripped but i dont wanna tok abt it.......... basket!! well hang ard wit em till like 12+ i tink but tat bobin bastard me, left after jus 20mins!! after tat i jus went back to my chalet n try to get some slp after a forearm straining, fingers cramping day & come sunday MATCH DAY!!

Rush to east view sec for soccer after we all checkout frm chalet but whn we reach there....we still haf to WAIT coz the ref bastard us...KNN!!! anyway everybody was tired frm the few hrs of slp we had but we still manage to pull out a win!! 4-3 yeah... lazi to write anymre, so looong!!

arghhh im bored!!! its nthin new or surprising abt it, over here i tend to overuse the word "bored" so wat does bored reali mean?? lets find out, notice i have use the word "bored" 4 times oreadi!!

bore¹ (bôr, br)
v. bored, bor·ing, bores
v. tr.

1. To make a hole in or through, with or as if with a drill.
2. To form (a tunnel, for example) by drilling, digging, or burrowing.

v. intr.

1. To make a hole in or through something with or as if with a drill: “three types of protein that enable the cells to bore in and out of blood vessels” (Elisabeth Rosenthal).
2. To proceed or advance steadily or laboriously: a destroyer boring through heavy seas.

n.

1. A hole or passage made by or as if by use of a drill.
2. A hollow, usually cylindrical chamber or barrel, as of a firearm.
3. The interior diameter of a hole, tube, or cylinder.
4. The caliber of a firearm.
5. A drilling tool.

bore² (bôr, br)
tr.v. bored, bor·ing, bores

To make weary by being dull, repetitive, or tedious: The movie bored us.

n.

One that is wearingly dull, repetitive, or tedious.

well learn smethin new 2day?? hehe im jus bored so bear wit me & i ate KFC twice in a day, izzit it boring.......knn!! had lunch wit xiu n saad today at KFC, den so happy. reach home wats on the dinner table?? KFC AGAIN!!! WAHHHHH so no choice still haf to eat coz dun wanna waste food...hai... FULLL!!!

~finger lickin goood
(total usage of word "bored": lost count)

HAI...my life beens so BORING recently, all my friends gone(NS), no one to hang out with & the rest in sch.....hai.........sickening almost everyday this is wld b my routine.....

• disrupt frm my slp by construction work ard 9
  
• brush my teeth den 1st thing i do
• switch on the comp
• do the usual shit den i get bored of the comp
• go tv find nthin interesting n back to the comp
• read a book
• tired go n slp
• wake up go sch n climb
• come home use comp again
• bored watch tv no show
• back to the comp
• n idle

arghhh!!! y dun they jus pack me up & send me to tekong soon....its soo DEPRESSING living like this.......FUCK IT!!! 41 days n counting, here i come!!

Everytime I Look For You
Never found out why you left him,
but this answer begs that question,
Too blind to see tomorrow,
too broke to beg or borrow.
Young and Stupid, left wide open
Hearts are wasted, lives are broken

One more point of contention,
I need some intervention
Approached with vague intentions
betray my short attention span
The distance, bridge the border
Beg forgiveness, round the corner

Everytime I look for you the sun goes down
And I stumble when this whole thing runs aground
I left another message, you are never around
But everytime I look for you the sun goes down once more
Will the last one out, please shut the door

More time apart will give you,
a few more months to argue
Is this to much to live through,
it always seems to far to drive
The point home, send more letters
Pray tomorrow, ends up better

Everytime I look for you the sun goes down
And I stumble when this whole thing runs aground
I left another message, you are never around
But everytime I look for you the sun goes down once more
Will the last one out, please shut the door

I never did do anything that she asked,
I never let what happened, stay in the past
I never did quite understand what she meant,
In spite of everything, in spite of everything

Everytime I look for you the sun goes down
And I stumble when this whole thing runs aground
I left another message, you are never around
But everytime I look for you the sun goes down
And I stumble when this whole thing runs aground
I left another message, you are never around
but everytime I look for you the sun goes down

wat a good day to wake up to, monday!! which mean i finali get to rest & slack!! woo last week was 1 hectic week. it jus feels so great to be able to rest & do wateva u wan hehe : ) let me sum up wat happen the past week.

Monday & Tueday
work at La Samba, Boat Quay. not alot of customer so i wld spend most of the time waiting at the bar oso i will get paid to play pool haha... relazing job with a reasonable pay : )

Wednesday
the only off day i got for the week. how i spend it?? haha catch the movie "Cinderalla Story" with pearly. its a not bad show, chick flick hehe a 2 & a half stars out of 5 but onli watch it with a ger!! REPEAT.. den watch this wit ur guy pals, guys!!!

Thursday & Friday
The same old shit for both days, work at the Changi Cliff for Seals Sports Pte Ltd but this time i will be supervising since im a "senior" Element Specialist oreadi!! bunch of BULL!! the job only 1 word: SHAGGED!!! its crazy man, i haf to run up between the climbing station & abseiling pt all the time, making sure everything is fine & safety is nt compromised!! lucky for me everything was running smooth, no glitch & everybody return home safe & sound which is the most impt thing : ) this is one hell of a job with meagre pay!!! i'm risking my life all the time for some petty pay!!! ARGHHH i DEMAND A PAY RISE!! A PAY RISE OF $10 is not a PAY RISE!!!

the only bonus of the 2 days is meeting up with mei & pearly for dinner on friday, the 2 crazy disturbing gers!! had sushi with em at simei mmmhh mmmmhh mmmmhh which is sooo GOOOODD!!! after we sent pearly home, we unexpectly met up with fhame last min, talked abt his army life!!haha good luck man!! dun pick the soap in shower, REMBER!! den sent mei back & the 2 of us continue our little chat smewhere else but i cant stay too long coz i still got work the next day at 7.30AM

Saturday & Sunday
again the same old shit happened for the both days, worked for Seals Sports again but this time at Coasta Sands High Elements. this is much more better place to work since i dun need to be hikin up & down unlike the cliff. well well the 1st day went rather smoothly with a few problems here n there but again no participants was injured or hurt on my watch & i'm proud to say the same for sunday : ) -phew- the only carrot i got was meeting up with the L-Unit!!! haha teo had his 1st book out so me, teo, fab & shish went for a movie, "Harold & Kumar" wahahaha ITS A BLAST!!! funny shit & its M18 which means hooo hooos!!! go n catch it if ya 18 haha...

den came sunday, the same rountine but things improved since every1 is well drilled. the thing is we all kind of work half day due to the eccentric weather which costs us to set up den derig den set up den derig haha...wat a waste of time but all thanks to nyssa singing!!! well at the end of the week i can said i learn alot from the supervising role, dun wanna go into details but its a wonderful experience & a pleasure to work with some veri good ppl : ) the only bad part of my job or shld i say fun part is the RESCUING part, so anything tat went wrong up there, it will be me to go up there...haha feels good to be needed : ) so after my last day of work, the guys me, bobin, taufiq, cumshot & ahmad meet up with lin, dale, black & mad at pavilion.

well its been a wonderful week with lotsa of new experience. if only every other week is like tat haha... i jus love to slack at home after a crazy work week!! peace out!!!

SHIBBY~~~~

Brother
Azfar
Gina