Monica's play

after show 'party'

think i hafnt been myself lately, seriously need a break from the world. how i wish i cld be invisible & live in seclusion...

i need a rest, a really really good one...think i will book myself in for a spa treatment soooon.. the thing is my left knee been feelin funny ever since i twisted it abit last week, seriously i hope tat its only a minor sprain, jus wanna get back to soccer without injuring myself again.

had a gum infection for the past few days, its killing me. first the pain & the headache now its numb from the pain. i jus cant feed myself properly, restriction in chewing. its gona result in a stronger right jaw muscle really soon.

lately theres a few issue takin its toll on me. theres some things jumble up in side of me, in fact lots of bits & pieces of it all tangled up which i cant make out of. if only i got the luxury of time, to go fix my head..guess i jus haf to wait for the weekends. the feeling of wanting & needing something one day & feeling the opposite another day....this is bad. im jus plain fickle.

i guess its time to make an appointment & sit down with myself over a cup of coffee & discuss things out...shall go & call my secretary sooon.

shi..shi..shibby~~

ok i noe this gonna be really backdated but oh wat the hell!! im still gona do it.. : ) bear with me.

11 Mar' 05
After duty, went to the IT exhibition at suntec. Check out some gadgets with the ppl from work, namely goh, peh & eric. i was lookin ard for a digital camera, been hafin the idea of gettin a cam. went back home empty handed though, mainly bcoz money talk in this world!! i tried talkin the sales girl into a proposition but i guess tat didnt reali work. i offer her a weekend of 'fun' with me but she rejected me with much disgust. well it was printed all over her face apparently : ) yeah so enough of the humiliation.

12 Mar'05
the past few saturdays of the month have been spent in the lil island off the sunny island of singapore. yes if u were thinkin of P.Ubin!



bingo!

P.Tekong!!!!!!

NOOO... im over that part of my life. anyway was 'working' at the NPCC campsite for the whole day i can say. it was scorching, hotter than our mainland i reckon. anyway after work, i rushed home to get change & rush over to Suntec with Bobin, hoping to procure a digi cam but by the time we hit there, the gate was oreadi closing on us but fret not theres always tml. so after our slight disappointment, we met up with TEOY & SHISH to catch HITCH, it was a rather good show, enriching i wld say : )

after the movie, we had our supper at simpang bedok. we ate like we only had tree roots & barks for dinner coz we ordered $20+ worth of pratas & drinks.

NOTE: suddenly at this point of time, something felt familiar or rather seen familiar.
DEJA VU i jus found out i already blogged abt this...talk abt short term memory!!

ok now onto more recent happening.

25 Mar'05
A long awaited holiday, i seriously needed the break from all the office work. It was smothering me slowly & this long weekend gave me a chance to refresh myself. i met up with fiona in the evening den we made our way to Changi Jetty. We had our dinner there, Nasi Lemak..like wat else. after our dinner, we met up with Charles, Melvin & Serene den there after it became kind of a waiting game, shalt not elaborate on it den whn we set foot on Ubin, we were welcomed by Aziz on the police rover, it feel good knowing i dun haf to hike to the damn campsite....


p.ubin ppl

it will be a long long hike, if we had to do tat. for the rest of the night, we chill at the campsite jetty, chatting abt everything under the bright full moon, eating cheese & complementing it with red wine & also loads of junk foods to make sure we wldnt go hungry. i was hafin a time of my life, hafnt felt tat carefree for a long while ever since krabi, damn i miss tat place. we were chattin till 3 am until charles convinced everyone to go for a night hike. haha for more abt the night hike go to HORNY HAMSTERS.

we got back to the campsite abt 4am & i was reali incapacitated by den & i wasted no time in catchin up with some sleep...hehe : ) hell i got work starting in less den 4 hrs time. as many of u all would guessed, i was rather stoned whn i started work in the morning, actuali the morning went well for me with no glitch or problem but after lunch...i basically turned into a mindless zombie..walkin ard in funny pattern with my eyes hafnt closed & mind shut out to the world. i tink i scared some of the cadets too. haha anyway this was the last day of our 10 days ordeal. yes the adventure training has gone on for 5 weekdays & 5 saturdays.

it was rather emotional whn our chief instructor, Royston did his debrief. i cld see tears edgin out of his eyes. i felt rather emotional too, it was a place i haf come to love & appreciate. The campsite is a reali laidback place to jus watch the world go by. It was comforting to hear the camp warden say we r all welcomed back anytime, no regards whether we r affiliated to NPCC or not. we r all considered family to him... : ) i wld be lookin forward to the other activities they plannin to conduct for us. it was sad to part good bye to all the instructors & trainers, given the short time we had together i guess everyone worked very well together!! shout out to the ppl i cld never forget Royston, Aziz, Samat, Augustine, Charles, Melvin & Eugene also not forgetin ppl i missed out.

night fall & my day has yet ended. got back home in a jiffy & got change to hit Monica's 21st bday party. hehe mon's dad was gettin us drinks all nite, making sure we had enuff beers & wines..i rejected his kind offer after 1 can... lol im reali a bad drinker on certain days, i guess it was jus one of those days again. haha oh did i mention we were all treated to a powerpoint presentation of monica 21 years by her folks. hehe its was hilarious, poor monica have to goin thru the embarressment in front of everyone but it was some effort putting everything together. well after tat everyone decided to hit back home while shish & teo got back to my place for some soccer action which i ended prematurely coz i fell aslp the moment i hit my sofa. yes they went thru the whole match with me snoozing all the way.. LOL!




i think i shall end it here now, b4 i start to bore anyone. shall blog abt sun laterr!! so till later...

SHIBBY!!

Time Check: 6:12PM

hell im still struck here at the office!! this is really bad man management, we were supposed to start some rehearsal on our unit opening for tml. 45mins has passed without anything happening!!

this is BULLSHIT!!

this is a total waste of our precious time. at the rate we are goin, i dont think any rehearsal is gona materialize in the next hr or mre. nthin is been explain to us, so wat the hell we gona do later?? area cleaning??? hell why not jus get us to starting cleaning now!! wat the hell the SAF is taking us for, bside been the cheapest labour in town. $350 for a month full of shitload & its not exactly the most glamorous job in the world. i dun care whether ur from the combat or service side, i tink its reali a waste of youthful time. not tat im a ungrateful brat, i dun mind serving my nation but this is BULL!! SHITT!!!

lets hope for my sake i wont be back here at 10pm still in the office

how-to-be shibby~

My Hands Are At Your Throat, I Think I Hate You!!

back to blog another day from a hellish week at work!! i mean duty..just so u know, its gona be a hellish week every week until the day i ORD!!! hai.. its gonna be mre 2 years........sickening isnt it!!

anyway im jus gona hang ard for another 5 mins b4 i hit my shack...jus a lil irrelavant post since my comp was out the whole day yesterday...i came to the conclusion my computer is a 'she' my computer was out ever since my bro bought some new XBOX games & i was banging it like a horny hamster...guess my computer got jealous & it give me excuse like "menses & nt feeling well" whn i wanted it....haha it jus a way of lookin at things : ) ya & so since i praticcally didnt touch my xbox today...my computer got well again!! wat a BITCH!!

haha ok i noe its abit outdated abt im gona be back tml with updates on the past week!! jus too happenings with too little time...hai......

time to go

shibby~

there say a pic speak a thousand word, so since im lazi now, i leave it to ur imagination!! so den till my next update.. njoy the food galore courtesy of hotel shangri la new resturant: THE LINE!!

shibby!!

The Place: THE LINE

The people: my date

me & da man!!

apple & butter pudding

strawberry & cream, vanilla papanyakki ice cream with jelly beans, gummy bears & marshmellow

milk & sugar

MMMHH!! deserts, choco moouse, coffee delight & red ruby!!

choco brownie crepe with fresh vanilla whipped cream & raspberry syrup

yum see food!!

italiano pasta

arghh.the weekend is over & im back at office..been quite a hectic morning, hafin need to run ard btw places & covering some ppl on duty. well at least get some breathing time now : )

so back to my weekends where i love time to stop at. ever since i joined the army (note: i didnt have a choice..haha) my memory power been fading rather bad & quickly. nowadays i cant seem to rember things tat happen 2 or 3 days ago. For example, i cant rember wat the hell i did on fri..

shit!! this is reali reali bad.

anyway the whole sat was spent in the sunny lovely & natural island of P.Ubin. it was a good day, the sun was tat bad on the skin but somehow 8 hrs of exposure under the beaming heat still burns our delicate skin (DUH!) but it was a reali a good day, everything went smoothly & fast at work. full of laughters as usual, its always good workin with a bunch of fun loving ppl. after work me & bobin joined shish n teoy at suntec. actuali i was supposed to get my digi cam on sat but by the time me n bob reach there, it was too late. ya so we caught the movie, HITCH which was pretty GOOOD in fact very good. u can pick up quite a few tips frm it. : ) after the show, we went down to Simpang Bedok for supper & ha we spent like $20+ on pratas & drinks alone...hehe well whn u tot the day was over, it reali has jus started.

done with the supper & bobin send everyone back. i didnt went back straight home, instead i join the Rowdees to play soccer at hockey court. it was a long overdue exercise for me tot..haha reach home ard 2 or 3+ after soccer but still cldnt get to slp so i watch naruto b4 i finali finali ended my day.

den i was awoken abruptly by my dad at 12, he ask if i wanted to go for lunch which i decline & den he bring up the topic of getin a digi cam!! which hit me in my head immediately. haha yes im practical & i wear a tshirt tats says "my mummy & daddy pays for me" LOL..so finali i got a long awaited digi cam & from Suntec i went down to somerset to meet !fiona for a movie...all i can say it was real fun kickin arse & taking !fiona name if ya know wat i mean.. the movie TEAM AMERICA was totally obnoxiously hilarious if theres ever such a word..hehe fall aslp not long after i reach home!!

SHIBBBY~

jus got home frm TP, had a climbers' meeting jus now regarding the new commitee!! ya as usual the uninvited alumni turn out : ) hehe i cant help it, i love this team toooo damnn much!! anyway it was good to haf a talk with the whole team, guess it shld be done on a regular basis... jus a suggestions anyway..

had a rather tiring day but i mean which day is nt!! i report sick at CGH in the morning, but the doc said my case was nt bad enough to warrant me an MC so SHIT i had to go back to WORK!!! argghhh luckily the treatment was FREE... guess its time to go now..update soon again :) time for my shower!!

Random Thought of the Moment
lifes a bitch, bite that shit & slap that bitch!!

the chee-se man jus got back home...frm where ya ask!! PARRTY!! hehe if ya wondering, i jus got back from a gala launch party. Lexus jus launch their new car, the GS 300.
the car the event was at the Ritz Carlton Millenia Hotel.

as expected the crowd was mostly high society ppl + media + lexus;toyota staff. if ya hafnt found out lexus is under toyota!! haha u wonder y im there, well my best buddy AZFAR

me n azfar got the invites....so why not!!!

anyway the event was real cool, now im wondering how a BMW launch will be like!! *HINT HINT* azfar im waiting...haha yeah back to the topic, the foood was fantastic..lotsa of variety & theres sushi hehe..

so sorry mei, we were suppose to meet but biz first...haha oso the drink is free flow, i had soft drink, champagne & wine...woohooo never drink finish jus throw, dun u love tat feelin, suddenly i tot im some rich kid!!! well the crowd was mostly executives so the old old ppl, tot i was at some senior citzens corner...haha a few chicks ard, jus a handful...sad sad.

wahaha feel so fulfilled, satisfied & sleepy...hehe time to hit the sack..nitezz

shiBBBYYY!!

Free Gifts

jus got back home frm dinner with my family :) yeah it been smetime since we get together & haf dinner...considering the recent family crisis we r goin thru, i hope this little dinner will help smoothen things out... we ate at this place in changi called Bark Cafe, well the food wasnt bad but the serving was kind of small, so for a growing boy like me naturally its nt enough or its never enough. ..haha ;) well cant help it if ya still in puberty haha

anyway i jus done my night security counter duty on monday night!! it was HELL..torturing it feel like some1 pinch ur nipple & put time on hold..so u can jus imagine the agony!!! freakin bored!!! haha also office is kind of gettin sickening, all thanks to a certain 1WO..tat biatch keep making noises abt little little things, he is disrupting the peaceful environment we were enjoying!! i bet hes PMSin....

ohh and i guess i reali pissed some1 in office real bad...the person has start to distance frm me, start to ignore me & has altogether stop talkin to me & meeting me to go work together...well to tat some1... FUCK U BITCH!! petty assholes, tease u abit oso cant take it....PUSSY ASS!! go fuck urself toad!! im gettin sick of ur CB face at work, so u betta cut ur CB face out b4 i bash it up!!
TWART!!!

aint tat shibbby!!

Brother
Azfar
Gina