Wednesday, March 30, 2005
think i hafnt been myself lately, seriously need a break from the world. how i wish i cld be invisible & live in seclusion...
i need a rest, a really really good one...think i will book myself in for a spa treatment soooon.. the thing is my left knee been feelin funny ever since i twisted it abit last week, seriously i hope tat its only a minor sprain, jus wanna get back to soccer without injuring myself again.
had a gum infection for the past few days, its killing me. first the pain & the headache now its numb from the pain. i jus cant feed myself properly, restriction in chewing. its gona result in a stronger right jaw muscle really soon.
lately theres a few issue takin its toll on me. theres some things jumble up in side of me, in fact lots of bits & pieces of it all tangled up which i cant make out of. if only i got the luxury of time, to go fix my head..guess i jus haf to wait for the weekends. the feeling of wanting & needing something one day & feeling the opposite another day....this is bad. im jus plain fickle.
i guess its time to make an appointment & sit down with myself over a cup of coffee & discuss things out...shall go & call my secretary sooon.
shi..shi..shibby~~