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Saturday, April 16, 2005

For those who are still clueless, wat happen to my life recently. let me update u guys again. i suffered a great loss on 2 Apr'05. i will nv forget this date.

well this time last week, i lost a great friend, a veri good brudder. exactly this time while i was playin soccer at the basketball court & while azfar was sleepin, the late fhame left us in silence, all so suddenly. its was a massive blow to all of us, his family & his friends.

me & azfar cldnt accept the fact fhame was gone, all the memories that we had of him was jus still so fresh. it felt like the night b4 he was with us but the next morning he was gone.

yes!

fhame meant alot to us. he was like the soul of the grp, plan was always made with him in mind most of the time. the 3 of us can jus sit ard & chill for hrs, talk abt life & dreams, makin plans with one another, poking fun at each other(most of the time, fhame). we had dreams together, it was silly if i were to tell u wat but hell dreams doesnt hurt anybody.

it was good, we had a bond so strong we tot we wld be able to go to the end of time together as friends & most imptly brudders. azfar & fhame was talkin abt how we wld rotate being the driver & best man for each other weddings & b4 tat whn we were bachelor, we stay together in a chic apartment.

tsk..

altot u cant be with us physically anymore, my friend. u shall always live on in my heart.

i love u man.

i looked up to the sky everytime & i noe u be there for me.

all these words jus cant express how i feel..

this song is for u, fhame

"Thanks for all you've done
I've missed you for so long
I can't believe you're gone
You still live in me
I feel you in the wind
You guide me constantly

I've never knew what it was to be alone, no
Cause you were always there for me
You were always there waiting
And ill come home and I miss your face so
Smiling down on me
I close my eyes to see

chorus
And I know, you're a part of me
And it's your song that sets me free
I sing it while I feel I can't hold on
I sing tonight cause it comforts me

I carry the things that remind me of you
In loving memory of
The one that was so true
Your were as kind as you could be
And even though you're gone
You still mean the world to me

I've never knew what it was to be alone, no
Cause you were always there for me
You were always there waiting
But now I come home and it's not the same, no
It feels empty and alone
I can't believe you're gone

chorus

I'm glad he set you free from sorrow
I'll still love you more tomorrow
And you will be here with me still

And what you did you did with feeling
And You always found the meaning
And you always will
And you always will
And you always will

Ooo's

chorus"
~In Loving Memory//Alter Bridge