Thursday, December 01, 2005
yes the doctor has confirmed it, im a dying man. life is so meaningless, wish it be less painful & it will end faster except for all the farewell, i dont think i ever have any regrets. well one thing for sure NS is FUCK UP & whatever happen to u during NS gets even more FUCK UP.
cant wait for this shit to calm down, i jus hate my life fucking so much at the moment. wish everything wld be so much better.
im dieing of starvation, hadnt had a dose of love since 2 days ago. hope things will brighten up............................
dear life,
you suck!!!