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Friday, December 09, 2005

seen the psychiatrist today, felt so much better after i pour my heart out and the medications does help me to relax a great lot, just hoping everything will get resolve really soon. any longer im gona crumble into pieces. cure my heart but it cause a big hole in the pocket. yes it cost abt 223 bucks for a less then an hr session with the doc. anymore session and i will end up beggin at the roadside.

its has been 6th months now, but this 2 weeks has been like a storm. i just hope the dark clouds gona clear really soon. if everythin turn out well, this experience jus make me want to cherish it even more and if the worse happen, im nt sure what will happen to me. i cant imagine that, probably feels something like the end of my world.

the bedside is cold without u
my hands empty without yours
and my hearts hollow missing you
come back soon, come back soon