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Friday, February 03, 2006

The Night The Lights Went Out - The Ataris
"
If I could have one wish tonight..I'd wish upon a satellite..To bring me back to you..We spend our whole lives searching for..All the things we think we want..And never really knowing what we have"

i had a wonderful night yesterday, something which i hadnt experience for awhile now. i was happy, i was carefree and i feels so good somehow. to have u by my side again, i wish you didnt have to sleep, feels like there just so many things i wanna said. if i could, i stay up all night just to see ur sleeping face, caress ur hair, gaze at ur face and whisper into ur ears. the face of an angel just takes all the pain and worries away. it heals my soul.

my nights has been unusually long without you and to have u by my side for one night, i thank the heaven, it bring me peace just to be able to share the space with you. i wonder if the chance would come again. i guess i can only pray.

lying on the other side i just couldnt help but the feelings flow right back, i think, i reminisce , all the time we shared and the memories we create. it brings pain and joy to my heart, somehow to know your there but i cld never have u now. shld i fight the feeling or fight for myself, my happiness. i truly dun have the answer. for once, you left me breathless again, like u always do.

i miss ya.